.... time to stop acting crazy and start focusing? About time!
I finally started sync'ing my iphone, getting rid of all the unnecessary photos that have been stuck there and I couldn't delete them. That's the first step.
Then, I need to work hard, on lots of things.. Finishing the editing I'm working on and focusing more on the future.. it really is bright if you look at it carefully. I was letting myself sink with all the negative thoughts and traumas... it has taken way too long from my precious time - time to stop..
I ordered my new diary/planner today. I will start working hard to get everything in order as it was before the start of 2010. Time to work my magic!
I also promised myself to make 2010 the best so far.. it has been very tough but I know I'm capable of turning it around.
The death of a dear friend many years ago made me find out how strong I can be and how I can turn my life around in an instant.. This time it wasn't the death of a friend but rather the death of a principle. Not mine, thank God.
I learned that people can be deceitful, they can pretend to be angels and really convince you of that. They are not necessarily angels though. I thought I have all the barriers set in place and ready to protect me but clearly this was a lesson I had to learn the hard way. It's not that simple..
But, as I said, time to focus on the positives of this year.. I'm tougher, stronger and ready for more challenges. I have succeeded professionally in ways I didn't think was possible.
I proved to myself in the last couple of months that I can do anything I set my mind to. It was amazing to see the outcome..
So.. Here's to another new start.. a fresh start to something amazing inshaa Allah...