It's like trying so hard to make all this mess make sense but it doesn't... Something isn't right and I have no idea what it is..
It's not about revenge, nor is it about trying to sop life and suddenly change direction.. It's just a mess I am still trying to understand.. how did it happen and why? How do I prevent this from happening again in future? Am I that naïve?
What about work? Am I making the right decisions? Is this the right path? Is Cairo the answer? Or is it Jordan or Qatar? Or is it simply London!!
I need to find a way out of this mess.. to try and make all this make sense.. but I'm running out of time...