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Never felt like this before...

The greatest guy I have ever known is in trouble.. he needs my support.. yet I can't be there for him.. Apart from the thousands of miles between us, I'm too exhausted from what has been happening that I lost focus.. I didn't even notice there was something wrong... That has to change..

And the rest... it can all sort itself out.. people who think they need me will have to find alternatives. He deserves my support and deserves that I give him the attention he deserves... He was the only one there for me.. always..

Sorry world, he comes first! Always will...