Slowly....

... but it's happening... the ice is melting and I'm slowly starting to feel my heart beat... I aim to travel soon and I hope I will see him soon... let's see what happens next :)

I can't be bothered...

It's like trying so hard to make all this mess make sense but it doesn't... Something isn't right and I have no idea what it is..

It's not about revenge, nor is it about trying to sop life and suddenly change direction.. It's just a mess I am still trying to understand.. how did it happen and why? How do I prevent this from happening again in future? Am I that naïve?

What about work? Am I making the right decisions? Is this the right path? Is Cairo the answer? Or is it Jordan or Qatar? Or is it simply London!!

I need to find a way out of this mess.. to try and make all this make sense.. but I'm running out of time...

What a night!

Program done. I didn't really do much - at least not as I expected... However, it went well overall..

Now what? To continue or not?

What a great day!!

A new job offer, which is great! and another in the place.. though the second was not offer but more of a confirmation.

What was also great about it was the slap i felt someone took once they heard the news... it was pretty obvious.. I am mean!! :D

The thing is - people forget that the harder they work the more rewards they gain.. Getting someone else to do part of your job so you can look like a pro doesn't pay off in the long run...

Well I am on cloud 9 today.. The rooms are also looking great and I am ready for the next stages.. now the question remains, what about that job offer?

Today's quote:

"شكرا لكل من سقطوا من نظري لأنهم تركوا لي المجال حتى أرى غيرهم"

It's sooooo true..

Well, now that I managed to finish cleaning the 2 rooms I swapped and destroyed... time to focus on the more important things..

hmm? Say what??

What did I miss?? I woke up (though I had a terrible night's sleep!) and went out for a few hours.. I needed to see something other than the 2 rooms I managed to destroy!!

I came back and was determined to sort at least one of them out. I only have tomorrow left and this is not good...

I managed to finish the largest room (hooray!) and now have little to do in the 2nd room... The summary of this story is: sometimes you need a break away from something in order to be able to go back to it and finish it off.. That was easy!

But then it's lots of news today.. including a new arrival (i.e. new baby).. it's so exciting :D

Enough blogging.. got to go back to the 2nd room.. I am determined to have an early night tonight!

I need a miracle!!

So I ended up swapping the rooms as I had planned.. the problem is, I can't seem to make either rooms look clean... There is so much stuff lying on the floors of both room that it looks like a devastating after effect of some flooding or earthquake!! I need a miracle to get all this sorted out before it's too late!!

Can't believe I can cause so much damage alone! LOL