Why am I concerned? Why can't I do what my friend told me and stop trying to put a label on this? Why can't I just enjoy the rare good times and stop thinking "what's next?"
I feel drained... I can't find the energy or the will sometimes to continue.. Recently he's been helping a lot... He always makes me feel ready for the challenge, that I can do this.. so why am I looking out for something even I don't know..
I am tired and really looking forward to a week off.. Just doing nothing but chilling and relaxing..
I need a break!